my fault

2002-06-27 at 1:26 p.m.

Last night you broke my heart,

A heart which had been broken before

The lies that stabbed a million wounds

Can never be taken back

My tears became a river

Which twisted and turned

But the river became deeper

And my tears became a lake

You’re not there to help anymore

I prayed you’d call

I prayed you’d write

But still there is no contact

Where are you that’s more important

Than being with me tonight

What is it that you are doing

Apart from breaking someone else’s heart

Why does hurting other people

Seem to be so easy for you

And why does hurting me

Seem second nature to most

Do I smile the wrong way

Does my laugh bring you to tears

Is it the way I can’t seem to stop

Or is it just you?

The blame’s been passed

I carry it on my back

Somewhere along the line

It has to have been my fault