fear of rejection became fear of opinion
2003-04-21 at 6:13 p.m.
Tomorrow I'm moving into Kat's for a week. The plan is to do some work. No I can't see it happening either. Anyone who knows me will know that I'm not renowned for my work ethic.
She's one of the only people I can imagine moving into a house with for a week without stressing out at her. She's so cute right now. She has the biggest crush on this guy we know (who has the coolest name ever) and she's pretending she hasn't. (We all know the truth!)
I remember the endless denying of crushes for fear of rejection. I remember denying for five years that I fancied Danny and now even he knows and I DON'T CARE!
I remember denying fancying vn.boy. I remember pretending that I didn't even know he existed. I remember praying he knew i did. I remember never mentioning feelings. And it was always through fear of rejection. Noe it's for fear of people's opinions. And you should never have to fear the opinions of those you love the most.