Time to move and bring back the glint
2003-08-13 at 3:29 p.m.
It's strange. I've almost forgotten why I used to come online. I run out of things to do after 5minutes. Check favourites. Add an entry. Check msn. Go offline.
Phil says I've changed these holidays. He's right. Mostly.
For lunch I had a salad. Lettuce, peppers, cucumber and tomato. I didn't finish it off with a bag of chcolate or such, just a salad and a pint of water.
Yesterday I did an aerobics video in the comfort of my front room whilst ironing. Tonight I'm going to the gym.
Tomorrow I get my exam results. I'm considering not going out. I don't feel the need to anymore. I don't need to fit in. I don't feel left out if I'm not out. I'll go though. Aside from the fact that "everyone"s doing it I promised Bo she could sleep.
On Friday I'm going doing a gym day unless I get a better offer. On Monday I start my new job. There I said it. Job. Job. Job. I'd been avoiding the word. The concept of a job is quite alien to me. It's only the second one I've ever had and the first lasted 2 weeks. Feel free to start a pool.
So maybe it's the right time to move my diary. I've changed. Maybe it's time my diary did too. It's all coming full circle.
A year from now I'm going to be different again. Reading old entries I hardly recognise myself. Today I smiled at myself in the mirror. I actually saw that sparkle back in my eye. That glint of happiness. And it's very welcome to stay.